a song for us

I been listening to a song over and over again this few days.
It is a mandarin song by Gary Cao, 曹格.

After a big fight, I suddenly realise that I should not be so selfish.
Maybe I should let go this time.
I can feel his frustration towards this relationship.
As he had enough 'surprises' from me almost every week.


雨 不停落下来
花 怎么都不开
尽管我细心灌溉
你说不爱就不爱
我 一个人欣赏悲哀

爱 只剩下无奈
我 一直不愿再去猜
钢琴上黑键之间永远都夹着空白
缺了一块就不精采

紧紧相依的心如何 say goodbye
你比我清楚还要我说明白
爱太深会让人疯狂的勇敢
我用背叛自己完成你的期盼

把手放开不问一句 say goodbye
当作最后一次对你的溺爱
冷冷清清淡淡今后都不管
只要你能愉快

心 有一句感慨
我 还能够跟谁对白
在你关上门之前 替我再回头看看
那些片段还在不在

I had always thought of our happy ending in this relationship but I spoiled it.
Because of my stubborn and not even a gentle one, comparing to others.
Heart broken, when he told he to go for others...
[tears came out...]